December 2009
41 posts
The End. (=
Okay, it’s almost 9am. I woke up at 630am to wake up my mom for work, then she told me to go downtown with my auntie. My auntie goes to church, then I was supposed to meet up with her. I get ready, I call her, she’s alreay on her way to the city. -___- I have a fatass headache! But, I can’t go back to sleep, so recap of memorable moments in 2009:
*January: 3rd-Bestfriend...
sleep?
its 215am. hm, why aren’t i sleeping. it’s new year’s eve dude, ohman. i’m ready to let go of 09 because it was too good to me. i have a lot of highlights to look back on. i’ll blog about them if i have time later. i should try sleeping now. g’nights and happy new year’s eve!!
finally!
i got my internet on my phone to actually work. good stuff! i’m just testing it out. seeyah! only one more day in 09, what’s good? come through to my house after midnight! lol.
2009 is ending!
Ohmaaaan, 2009 is down to its last 2 days. What the?!? Freaaaaaaaaaaaal! It’s going by too fast. I lalalooooooooved this year! <3 I’m excited for 2010 though!! But anyways, today was such an epic fail. I hate how I’ve become so lazy this year. Lol. I failed on my essay(s). Started fixing my wall and changing my sheets, but hella just stopped. HAHAH. Not good! -____- It’s...
What's goooooood!
Drunk& lit, first after awhile. Took shots with pimpin. Lit with pimp, jeff and therese. Ashley was sick, so she couldn’t do anything.Thirsty Tuesday.. makes me miss Red. =/ Home, and I’m about to KO soon before my mom makes me wash the dishes. Lol. Round 2 tomorrow. Hahah, g’night!
That's a first.
Dang, last night was such an emotional night. -___- I slept in the living room again cause my dog’s a little fag, so I’m hella sore right now. Plus, my sleeping pattern is so off. I was up til 3am. Woke up at 4am. Slept, woke up at 630am to wake up my mom, slept again til 830ish. I’m just chillin, trying to make my family guestlist, then probably going out around 3. Hmph.
Last...
Growing up.
So the letter that I previously blogged wasn’t a letter that I wrote, but it was written for/about me. I was looking through old things and just thought I’d share it because when I read it, I’ll admit it almost made me cry. (= Hm, now I wanna make a sincere blog about 2009.
As 2009 has been coming to an end, I’m realized that I’m really thankful for this year!...
Heartfelt.
Dear God,
I’m glad you give me the hope and the strength to love and to hold. I wish if there was a way to pay you back for what you’ve given all of us. Each moment I spend with her, it’s like I love her more everyday. She may not show it sometimes, but I know she loves me too. She’s the person who I’ve open up to the most, spend most time with and actually loved....
I'm so irritated.
I’m so irritated today. -___- Not good. I’m trying to let it pass by and be as patient as possible but I don’t know if it’s working. =/
I love my family! (=
It’s 3am. I got home like 20 minutes ago. Ate Stef& Kuya JB came from Florida and spent Christmas with Kuya Jb’s family here in Fremont. They came here on the 23rd, but I was ko’d so I didn’t get to see them. But they came today! It was fun! I enjoyed catching up with Ate Stef! Kuya Jb’s brother was kinda cute! LOL. I’ll stop! But it was good to catch up and...
New cellphone?
I convinced my auntie to get me a new cellphone! I told her i didn’t want money anymore. Just get me a new phone with at&t. I don’t know what to get. Any suggestions? Lol. I hope I can get it tomorrow. (=
Merry Christmas!
Merry Christmas folks!! I gotta’ admit yesterday was so much fun. I was running on 2 hours of sleep, and was literally up for 24+ hours. CRAAZZY! But nonetheless it was all worth it. (= RECAP:Okay, so I started my day off yesterday by waking up 4am. Last day of simbang gabi! Another completion of 9 days! Blessed. Mass was at 530am. After that, I came home aorund 730am -ish. Went straight to...
Sleep deprived.
I need sleep. It’s 351pm. I slept for 30 minutes earlier. Lol. I need to start getting ready, but I’m so lazy! I like the gifts my brother bought my parents! He buys it, on the tag you add my name! mwahahah! My brother got me a new juicy couture bracelet! (= Yessssss, to be added to my collection, jk. After 530 mass, I need to go home, get the gifts, get to my cousins for dinner and...
Accomplished!
Yet another year has passed! I finished all 9 days of simbang gabi once again! (= “When something good happens to you, you don’t say you’re lucky, you say I’M BLESSED. Luck only comes by chance. Blessings come from the Lord above because you have faith in him, and he too has faith in you” - Fr. Felipe’s homily 2 days ago. <3 I strongly agree. I think...
It's almost CHRISTmas!
Last day of simbang gabi later, yesss! 9 days! I completed. My sleeping pattern has been so off. -___- I’m juggling my days with like 2-4 hours of sleep every night. I try to sleep during the day, sometimes I oversleep or don’t sleep at all. BAD! Tomorrow’s Christmas eve. I don’t know what I’m wearing, but I’m pretty busy. Simbang gabi 530am. Home, no sleep!...
“I got a feeling.. that tonight’s gonna be a good night! ;)”
Random.
I love randomly listening to my Ipod because it has all the songs I really love listening too. It may not be all the updated songs, but all the new songs are either about drugs, or sex anyways. -_- So I’m the only one awake in my house. My parents are sleeping and Mariel is ko’d on the couch.
Hm, so I remember blogging about simbang gabi before it started. How I had a good feeling...
Nostalgic.
So yesterday was a really good day where I was really satisfied. Today was a very timid day. I was so tired. Usually when I’m tired I become irritated easily. Then I usually start questioning myself. I’m feeling quite nostalgic. Nostalgic because I’m not as satisfied as I really was. I noticed earlier that I really miss hanging out and talking to a lot of my friends. I just fot...
“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself....”
Change of plans.
So I changed the date of my cotillion. Instead of the 11th, it’s SEPT. 4th, 2010. CHANGE IT PLEASE! There was so much people who I really want to go to my cotillion who weren’t able to come on the 11th, so I begged my mom to change it and she did! (= People better make it! Lol.
Anyways, I’m planning on doing my usf and dominican essays tomorrow. I need to because I’m...
2009.
I would make a long blog, but I’m really tired. But just wanted to say, today I realized 2009 was too good to me! I’ve learned so much this year, and I’ve really seen myself hella mature up! (= And I’m really thankful for everyone in my life. It’s weird, there’s so much things that happened to me today that was just a wake up call. Ever since I woke up today at...
You've got mail.
So I woke up like an hour ago. My dad just came home with the mail. So.. I got into SFSU. I’m glad but I’m not like hella big about it. Lol. I wanna know if I got into SJSU. But I know my family isn’t ready to let me go all the way over there.. even though it’s not even that far. Hahaha. I have yet to do USF which is due Jan 15th, and Dominican which is due Feb. 1. I plan...
Family moments!
So even though I’m sick, I went downtown with my mom yesterday to buy more Christmas gifts! I was hella irritated cause I was tired and hella didn’t wanna walk around as much as we did. I just didn’t show it cause I know my mom would get mad at me. So i kept my mouth =X But it was hilarious when we met up with my dad. My brother was working so he wasn’t with us. So my dad...
Winterbreak!
It’s officially Winterbreak! (= Finals are done with! I’m crossing my fingers, hoping I actually did good on them. Other than that, simbang gabi has been going good. Yesterday I was pretty nervous serving for the Bishop, but it all went good. Today, I served by myself, but what’s new? I always do. Yesterday and today got me so tiring with all the studying and whatnot. But...
I should be sleeping right now.
It’s almost midnight and I should really be sleeping. I have to be up by 4am. Simbang gabi! I really have a good feeling about this years Christmas season! <3 Eff the 15th!! -___- Hahah. Easy finals tomorrow: photo& psych. I don’t know why I have a written final for photo. LAME! I shall sleep… soon! G’night whoever even reads this. Lol.
Pet peeve.
I hate it when people at church need me to do last minute things, and contact people out of nowhere. They need to let me know ahead of time. I hate being pressured to do stuff. -___- I was sleeping and get hella calls from people. I didn’t even clean my room yet. Is there ever a day when I don’t have to do anything for anyone, BUT MYSELF? I want a vacation!
15th
I get to update! I had a pretty chill weekend.
SATURDAY: The usual. My parents went to the casino Friday, didn’t come til 2 in the afternoon on Saturday. That meant I went to church by myself. My auntie was still in Texas. It rained in the morning, so I had to walk. =/ BUT my cousin saw me and swooped me up! (= 8am mass as usual. Then had the youth recollection. I was so out of it the...
For some reason..
I had a hard time on my essay but the prompt was really easy. Lol, wtf. Maybe cause I’m just really sleepy and have a lot in mind. I still need 2 review sheets that are like 40 questions each: alg& econ. -___- take notes for alg and psych, and then study for alg final which part I is tomorrow. Getting as much done by 12. Whatever isn’t done, gets done tomorrow. I need to get at...
Sleeeeeeeeeeepy!
I’m so tired right now. But I really wanna blog about yesterday! Too bad, I doubt I can because I have to do so much school work: essays, review sheets, notes, and actually study! -___- I’m already falling asleep. Long story short:
I love my olph-ers. Yesterday was so much fun! I love them!! (=
SAVE THE DATE!!
It’s official, my cotillion day is September 11, 2010! Exactly 9 months from now.. well earlier it was 9 months! Planning is way too early but I’m glad we’re getting as much done sooner! Excites! (=
So, youth group was alright. I was just pretty much annoyed. -__- I don’t fully know why though. Hm.. i should be sleeping because I have to be up hella early, as always....
“It doesn’t cost to understand. - Dad”
– I love when I have those prep talks with my dad. He’ll always end up giving me something that’ll stick in my head for awhile. Hm, plus my parents were arguing earlier. But I love how eventually they work things out. They’re going Sac with one of my “uncles” for some...
“God is good, All the time. All the time, God is good.”
– I’ve been really wanting to blog somethings that are really special.. or that i’m excited to blog about. But I’m gonna wait. Contemplating to either blog it on the 15, 21, 22, 24, 25, 31 or NEW YEARS! Ahh, all those dates have a special meaning to me, especially within the last two...
Maaaaaan. =/
It’s getting to me. =/ So I didn’t go to my field trip today& I didn’t tell Mr. Vargas. Yeah, I feel kinda bad now cause he said that they were waiting for me and all. As of right now, it’s one of the last things I should be worrying about, but this is how I always am. Overanalyze, overanalyze, overanalyze. -______- I just realized today that finals are next week....
I'm excited!
It’s really early, but I’m already working on cotillion stuff. I think I found my place.. Hopefully. I’m crossing my fingers. Like I said before I want mine to be at a place no one had it. Or like have stuff that people haven’t had. I know I can’t make it to be how I completely wanted, but I’m pretty excited! (= My parents and I are going to the place on...
Killed..
Killed my mood. I really wish I had more time, and less responsibilities. -____- I really don’t want this December to be an emotional one. Optimistic! Optimistc! Optimistic
Another good weekend!
So, minus the fact that I barely get sleep, overanalyze almost every situation in my life, stress or whatever it may be, at the end of the day, I can’t help but say that I’m really blessed! (=
Extremely beat right now, but at least i’m happy. &my eyebags are really ugly, cause they’re getting worse. I lack so much sleep. -__- Especially within this month of December....
Thanksgiving break! (=
Okay, homework& college crap is annoying me, so I shall blog about my break. This is going to be a really long blog.
-Thursday(Thanksgiving) - Mass at OLPH at 10am. It felt amazing. People might say I sound corny but I don’t care. The homily and mass just put me in the right mood. After prepared the food to bring to the cousins’ house. Had lunch with the family. Went home around...